Hurmm...still figure out how to set this blog. maybe by subscribing with the fees will make this blog better in term of its looks. anyway...tak kesah lah...for the time being...just let share what i felt and thought and faced in my days.
Actually...i'm in a lil' blues right now. My ex-bf just told me that he's having a new girlfriend. Eventhough we've clashed for almost 2 years, i just don't understand why i still felt hurt inside. Maybe i still keep a lil' peace of my love for him in my heart. Stupid eh? Not finish with that yet...my best friend come with another good story...he's having a girlfriend.!! I'm happy for him...but can't help my self to not to think things will be a lil' different between me and him since the arrival of the special person in his life. i knew he'll never leave me behind since we're best friend and i hope i'm just thinkin rubbish when i think he'll don't need me anymore or i can't go to him if i need him.
And just to add the hard hard weeks of mine...i got to know that my sist are having a boyfriend too.!! Me and her used to share everything in our heart together. Just like my best fren...can't help but to think i'll lose my share in her heart after this. i knew she will love me just like before...but...u'll understand when u r in my shoes.
with all these happy-for-them-but-hard-for-me news....i end up in a lil' blues. hehe...can't help it! But i really happy for them. What can make me happier than knowing that the people i love are happy in their lives? As for me..still have no guts to make the same move. Too painfull i still can feel the wound blooding.