26 Days Laterrr..

Haha..its been 26 days after my last posting. Its not that i lost my internet connection or somethin like it but it just i don have the guts to post anythin. No..its not laziness, but well its hard to explain. I believe everybody must have felt it once when at sometime u lost the sight of what you always looking for or looking at. lost of interest? naa..lost of courage maybe. thanks to my own frustration for succesfully shaping me into a sulking-all-the-time-at-the-corner person.

A brief updates ..

Selamat Hari Raya semua.

Maaf Zahir Batin.

My patience meter at workplace is only 0.00000001 milimeter approching its peak.

Boss found out im seeking thousands of jobs (stupid me for saving all the stuff in companys pc) and get a RM300 rise on my next paycheque. Felt like im blackmailing him but im not and im not even happy for the increment. Not that im being ungrateful (i am and thank God!) but it just made my reason to quit even irrelevant. The only relevant reason is..i hate the workplace!

The hated John (the second boss at the office) is back for good! Damn! Cant even stand his shadow. I want to quit!

Spent the last cents of my octobers pay (yess..the last cents and its only 15th of nov) on Anne Frank (finally!!) and japanese series of Ottosan and Dont Take Your Smile From Me and got Bewitched(japanese series too) for free. Buy 2 free 1 lorr.

Test the crazy rides at Cosmo Berjaya Times Square. Craziest rides on the Supersonic Odyssey roller coaster and Spinning Orbit sort of merry go round thingy.

Experienced the saddest and unbelievable merisik ceremony of my second cousin. At the time the man's representatives arrived, no elderly to welcome them! and nyah (my second bachelor brother) is the only to carry the task. What a sad scene. Anyway, it safely and smoothly completed and ecah (the bride to be) got a hell of warning from mak for the coming enggagement ceremony due january 2006. from her face? yeah..she learnt the lesson..in a hard way!

I think im a lesbian! hahahahaha. why? coz i thought i will never find a man of my life and im sort of burying the hope. why? coz i dont find it thrilling and important anymore given my current state of live and i just realized i didnt think about having a boyfriend for the past 6 months. Sort of forget until my relatives throwing thousands of killing questions about when my time will come to get a ring just like ecah. Hello..i can always buy it myself, dont i? I hate jewelleries anyway (another indicator that i'm a gay?) hahahahaha.

Still owe to Yani a free lunch for my first paycheque. hehe. My sister-in-law owe me 3 pan pizzas anyway. huhu