It's 10 days more before Aidilfitri. No matter how hard i'd tried being hell damn busy at work, it is still very hard for me to talk to my heart to not being so sad for the upcoming Hari Raya. I switched channels all the time when they played raya's songs, avoiding my self from crowd of people who very exciting talking about raya preparations, lock my self in my room so that i can't smell the raya kuih bake my neighbour, distance my self from anything about hari raya. But still....i am feeling so sad.
I am not restraining my self from celebrating but i don't feel like celebrating. I'm missing my mom so bad. Missed her presence, missed her talks, missed her excitements, missed her in every way. Wish i could work on hari raya but i can't.
To all, Selamat Hari Raya. Sepuluh jari disusun agar segala yang tersimpan dapat dimaafkan. Wishing everyone a very beautiful and harmony Aidilfitri ever.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
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3 comments:
Ana,
Allah takkan menyusahkan kite kalau kite tak mampu nak tanggunnyer. Ko memang kuat ana, and that is the pillar of ur strength, u mum will always be in your heart. Alfatihah
eh...dah tukar layout.. :)
btul kata mira..
aku kenal ko as a strong person..
banyakkan sabar dan doa..
selamat hari raye!
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