Why I write again…?
Been thinking about it for so long …. Should I write again or just put an end to it for good … And here I am … writing again … out of frustration … out of confusion … out of sooo many things.
I’m at the lowest point of my one year stint. Never thought will be celebrating my anniversary with many thoughts in mind.
I’m frustrated with decisions. Too many decisions cutting my faith into pieces.
Hate the reason why people are leaving. Sometimes people were force to leave and that sucks.
Hate when good people leave when they don’t really wanna leave. But sometimes good people just have to leave.
Hate when decisions change because of the wrong reasons. Hate the decision makers who simply change decisions. Hate the people who take advantage of the decision maker’s weaknesses to their own interest.
To my mentor,
Do you know that I hide whenever I went to your office?, trying my very best to have minimal communication with you? Just because I don’t want to love and lose, to have and then not. Because when I open myself up, I always get this kind of beat up. People like to know me and then leave. I like to feel secure with all the people I knew and trust is within a reach with me. I don’t have to explain to you my problems because you just knew it (since we are in the same organization).
But when I think about it back, relationship is not just about the touch and the distance and the secure feelings. It’s about the trust and believes. I think as long as I trust and believe you, even if you as a CEO (God Willing), I knew I can always turn to you.
Very best for your future undertakings and wish you greater journey in life. Please tell me that I’m not losing a great mentor.
p/s : Still praying there’ll be change in planning and you end up stay
Been thinking about it for so long …. Should I write again or just put an end to it for good … And here I am … writing again … out of frustration … out of confusion … out of sooo many things.
I’m at the lowest point of my one year stint. Never thought will be celebrating my anniversary with many thoughts in mind.
I’m frustrated with decisions. Too many decisions cutting my faith into pieces.
Hate the reason why people are leaving. Sometimes people were force to leave and that sucks.
Hate when good people leave when they don’t really wanna leave. But sometimes good people just have to leave.
Hate when decisions change because of the wrong reasons. Hate the decision makers who simply change decisions. Hate the people who take advantage of the decision maker’s weaknesses to their own interest.
To my mentor,
Do you know that I hide whenever I went to your office?, trying my very best to have minimal communication with you? Just because I don’t want to love and lose, to have and then not. Because when I open myself up, I always get this kind of beat up. People like to know me and then leave. I like to feel secure with all the people I knew and trust is within a reach with me. I don’t have to explain to you my problems because you just knew it (since we are in the same organization).
But when I think about it back, relationship is not just about the touch and the distance and the secure feelings. It’s about the trust and believes. I think as long as I trust and believe you, even if you as a CEO (God Willing), I knew I can always turn to you.
Very best for your future undertakings and wish you greater journey in life. Please tell me that I’m not losing a great mentor.
p/s : Still praying there’ll be change in planning and you end up stay
4 comments:
u write again my dear..
well, the fact is u always can count on me.. :d
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woo ho..ana writing again..dah jumpe 'mojo' la tue
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