Friday, August 17, 2007

Hatered ... Demotivated ... Singking Heart ...

Office politics sucks!!!

Should i update my CV? Leaving with frustration is the last thing i wanna do. I wanted to be proud of my contribution first before i leave. I want to leave with pride. I still need to collect all precious knowledge from great mentors here around me first.

Then i should not update my CV .... But how am i to deal with my work when I have to drag my feet to office? Where can i gather the strength when i'm doing my job with sinking heart? Who should i turn to when my boss no longer providing the best comfort backups to carry on? Can i stand being selfish and unfair to my staff who depends a lot to my energy to carry on?

I don't know. And the heart keep sinking .....

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

sometimes we have to be selfish for our own brigther future..

Anonymous said...

yerp..selfish is good in this situation

Anonymous said...

life has no straight line equation.
once the heart sank to the most bottom deep, it'll bounce back & heal.

Anonymous said...

hai ana..

lamanya xjumpe.
adakah dikau sudah melupakan daku?
huhuhu.

Anazam said...

along??? Kau??? uish uishh uishh... lama tak dengar beritaaa. Tapi dah tau perkembangan hang semenjak aku pi blog hang... hehehe.